Okay guys, I'm heading off to the airport now. I will come back in 10 days time. So do take good care of yourself readers. Till then, I'm going to have a GREAT TIME there! WOOO! BYE!

Love is something that you need,
it's just like water to the trees
only want it more and more.

Holland, HERE I COME! :D

18 hours to go before I leave for my flight to HOLLAND!. Take care readers. :D

Hello, Goodbye is all she said
But, she won't seem to leave my head

A Miracle Happened

Today was a bad day, but I found a saviour in my life and he makes my day much better. I don't know how I could be so careless and left my thumb drive which filled with projects that I need to hand up by this week. Luckily there's this nursing student who saved my life. I thought I lost all my hope and I'm gonna re-do my projects all over again. But luckily, god wasn't so cruel and ask my saviour to pass thumb drive to me. I'm thankful that he didn't keep it for himself. And thanks Lylie for the help to look for my thumb drive too. I appreciate it. Thank you very much nursing guy and Lylie.

Tomorrow's the day when I'm going to have a big relief because I'm handing up last project tomorrow before I'm gone next week. So, I'm glad. Phew. 3 more days to go, the thought of me packing up my luggage just makes me lazy. I wish I could just go there without bringing any luggage and bring my own new luggage from there which contains lot's of new things.

I didn't know I could spend my time talking lots of nonsense to a friend of mine. Basically, lots and lots of lame jokes. It's good to spend your time talking nonsense at times, get your mind off stressful things. Anyway, I still have no idea what's the feeling like staying in Europe for 10 days. Wish me luck!

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood, I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room. I would

Sick & Tired

Phew, just got back from rehearsals, what a tiring day. First thing is that I'm kinda worried for my upcoming recital right after I come back from Holland. I'm still in progress of making all the 3 movements better. Hopefully things will be okay by the time I'm back in Singapore. Today was the 2nd last rehearsal before heading off to Holland. And I must say I'm quite excited about it. 4 more days for to go.

Did my CMS role play today, it was impromptu, but Leeyan and myself managed to "finished" it off well. It's fun doing role play with her as I can always tease her. Wahah! I'm glad that's out of the way, so I'm left with BEV project which I'm going to finish it later.

Things hasn't been going out well for me lately, I have no idea why. Maybe I need to gain back my confidence in doing things. Sometimes, thinking about it too much makes it feel worst. I need something to do to get my mind off these issues. I need 24hrs of gaming! Hah! Then maybe I can remove everything in my mind.

4 more days to go, and I really hate packing up my luggage. Grr. Till then.

You always want what you can't have
But, I've got to try

What a Blast

MusArt concert was today, and I'm so tired. Great concert indeed! But I enjoyed myself playing with them. Gonna fly off to Netherlands next week and I'm gonna miss school for 10 days. I have no idea how I'm gonna catch up with all the school work that has been covered. And I have to submit my projects by this week if it's possible. Role play is this Wednesday, and I haven't even take a look at my script yet. Everything must be memorise and it's 3 pages long. Damn it.

I'm still wondering whether I'm gonna get sick and tired of the place there when I'm in Europe for 10 days. Heck care, going to enjoy myself there like there's no tomorrow. I'm feeling excited and worried at the same time. Have no idea why I'm feeling uneasy when I know I'm going to enjoy myself and do lots of music making there.

See what happens when you get very bored in class and you have nothing better to do.

And I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a waterbed

Concert This Week

DECADE: CELEBRATE 10 YEARS OF MUSIC MAKING WITH MUS'ART WIND ORCHESTRA

BY
Esplanade

VENUE / TIME/DATE
19th July, Sunday, Esplanade Concert Hall, 5.00pm

ADMISSION
Standard: $15
Students, NSF & Senior Citizens: $12
Available from all SISTIC outlets

CONDUCTOR
Mdm Tan Soh Hwa & Mr Wilson Ong Chok Yen

PROGRAMME
Ireland: Of Legend & Lore | Robert W. Smith
Ocean Deep & Memories | arr. Maj Tonni Wei
Titanic Medley | James Horner, arr. Takashi Hoshide
Highlights From The Musical: Phantom of The Opera | Andrew Lloyd Webber, arr. Johan De Meij
"GR" Selections for Concert Band | Masamicz Amano
Atmospheres | John Golland
The Butterfly Lovers: For Erhu & Wind Band | Hardy Mertens, Erhu Soloist: Miss Khoo Hui Ling

I've finally come to this
For better or worst
Thinking, where did I go wrong?
Maybe, I shouldn't have

But I have no regrets
Because sincerity is all I have
And I have nothing to lose

I guess this is the end
But, there were never a beggining
Maybe this is how it should be

Sooner or later, I need to know the answer
I have to face it
Faith is what I need right now

For you I will

Lady, would you save me?

It's Saturday, and it feels just like any other day. I'm feeling invulnerable from this "enjoyable" weekends. I used to have adrenaline rush tingling when it comes to weekends. But now, it's totally different. Maybe it's because how I spend my time on weekends has changed?.

I need to finish up my BEV Project which is due this Monday. Oh my, I have no idea on how to do the stupid analysis part. See, this is what you get when you spend you 3 weeks of holidays not finishing up your school projects. Lesson to be learnt. Rush, rush, rush.

Currently, I'm engrossed with my new "toy". Everyday when I got home, first thing to do is to play with my "toy". It's my new guitar which Izzat bought for me as an advance birthday gift. I've always brag about having a guitar, and now he got for me. Thanks Zat! But, must pay him back half price. Thanks eh. Currently learning some chords and some songs.

It's going to be a long day tomorrow, having rehearsals from afternoon all the way till night. My brain gonna be dead after that. But it's all worth it.

I'm so glad that I found you

This Sickness Is Killing Me

I've been sick for the past few days. Really, really sick. I just couldn't do anything with much focus. Had rehearsal yesterday, and I couldn't really concentrate. Body's aching, fever and slightly breathless. I'm lucky to found a seat in the train from Jurong East all the way to Bedok. Reached home, took some medication and made myself a pack of ice to put on my forehead. Thank god that my fever is much better.

School timing was all over the place this week. No BEV this week and CMS was canceled for some days. For POA, I couldn't' understand what the new topic is all about. Makes my head go right round and round. Hah!

Too many things to do, took lesson with Dan yesterday. It was fun trying out standard repertoire for classical saxophone. Played some scales, did some embouchure exercises. A good session with him this week. The song from Michael Jackson is stuck in my head. Title: "You are not alone"


10 days, I wonder how long will it be? Hmm.

You are not alone, for I am here with you
Though you're far away, for I am here to stay

My Secretive Soul

The last week of holidays are coming to an end. Today is the last day of the holidays week. Will be having rehearsals later, looking forward to it. I've gone through lots of things this week. A mixture of bitter-sweet experience. Overall, it's enjoyable. Experiencing the job of travelling around Singapore to meet up with different types of people. And also experiencing different type of standards for a performance with the same set of songs again and again was challenging. Getting to know friends around me slightly a little more was also a great experience. Especially Leeyan, those 5 days working together with you was great!. So basically, I've gone through lots of things within a week.

School is starting this Monday and I still have not yet started on the projects and assignments. Gonna rush and finish everything up. Not looking forward to school actually, not yet sober from my holidays mood.

I'm starting to assume things which I'm not sure whether it's true or not. But it's best not to assume things too much as things will get worst. Maybe it's just me, carry on carry on.

Someday I might have the strength to unfold

It's Worth It

Had fun last night celebrating birthday.
Tomorrow is the last day of work and it's also the last Friday for this term of holidays. Damn.

Been waking up very early everyday, I must say working is much more tiring then schooling. I should study as long as I can before working for the rest of my life. For the past 4 days, I enjoyed myself especially with my fickle minded friend Leeyan. For the past 4 days, we've been going to Orchard again and again. So next time, if I got lost, it won't be a problem to me.

I guess I've said what I want to say in this post

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JOANNE! (: