Drifting Apart

I felt that I'm drifiting apart with my family, it's been quite sometime I really have a good talk with them. Maybe it's because I'm not at home most of the time. But, communication it's not really that good so far, it's because when I got home and I felt so tired and there's not much for me to communicate with them as they are all asleep. I don't even share personal problems with my parents and brothers. Instead I share my problems with my close friends.

I've got to cherish them all I can, before each of them will leave me one day. Trying my best to communicate well with each other. Maybe this naggings at home just irritates me, but one day, I won't even hear the naggings. Gonna try to appreciate them, hopefully.

How long shall we hold on?

Is it time for me to let go?

Is it Worth Waiting for?

Have you ever felt that you're ready to get in touch with your loved ones and be a better person towards them? It can be your parents, friends or anyone you're having relationships with. But, what if you have been trying to learn from your mistakes in the past and trying your best to be a better person towards them and failed?. After spending most of your time thinking on how to be a better person towards them. You may take days, weeks, months or even years learn from your mistakes and get yourself ready to be with them back.

The main issue here is, "Is it Worth It?". What if the person you had in mind avoids you or just thinks that you are the same as always and never change. After all the years that you spend trying to be a better person, and suddenly the person you had in mind just says that you're not good enough for him/her or just making excuses to avoid you. Maybe because they know that you will repeat your bad deeds or mistakes in the past. Would you try to prove it to him/her that you're worth for them to take you back?

It sounds tough doesn't it? If you're lucky enough, all the years that you have been spending on how to be a better person is worth the waiting for. If you're not lucky, then maybe you just have to move on? What do you think? And thinking about it when you could spend your time doing something else in this world. Utterly, it's just a disappointment to yourself.

You know I'm worth waiting for.

We've been through so much more.

A meaningful quote

"Actions speaks louder than words". Been thinking of this phrase lately, most of the people in this world always takes words louder than action. Well, a few percentage are the ones who takes actions more than words. That's what they are succesful. I myself even sometimes takes words more than actions. But how do u make actions always stronger than words? How do you apply it in your life? Will it change your life?

Was at The Times Bookstore with few of my friends, one of them showed me a card which shows me a very meaningful quote. It started to make me thought about it, and I realised that it's really true. The quote will be written at the bottom right of these post later.

That's what 2 different people in this world. There are the ones who just dream of what they want in life but never do anything to achieve it. And there's also the ones who have dreams and try to achieve it. I guess that's what makes a difference these two types of people.

A journey from a thousand miles

starts from the first step that you take

Cute Video

My friend send me this video link, and I wanted to share with people who view my blog. It's very CUTE!

Weird Dreams

Finally, exams are OVER! Glad that it is over now. I'm feeling less stress, but still I have a few things that's running in my mind. It feels so fast, it's already almost 1 year in ITE. But it does not end here, I'm gonna aim for that Higher Nitec. So, there will be 2 more years in school. I really hope my grades won't pull me down and take my Higher Nitec place away. Results will be out on 1st April. Great! April Fools. Hah!.

Just received my NS letter, need to head down to CMPB for medical checkup. Didn't expect the letter to be sent to me so quickly. Hopefully they know that I still want to continue studying.

Been having weird dreams lately. I don't understand this dreams. And I will be awaken after at night. The dreams are kinda scary and weird. Does it mean anything? Is it trying to send me messages about my life? Anyway, finally I'm done with my NITEC.

It's been a great year with some of my friends in class, thanks for the memories guys!

When you think you're having a bad life, think again.
There are always people who are suffers more than you
Life your life to the fullest while you can..

Hiatus

Shall not blog till I finish my exams. Till then.