26/12/2006

Woke up in the morning played com. Then bath. Eat watched tv. There's nothing much. Later at 7pm went out to meet the gang, but it turns out to meet just hazizi. Most of them last minute cancel. After eat then just get some sushi. Thx for the treat zizi. Haha. After got home, played com until now. I'm not feeling to well mentally. Some things bothering me. Can't really explained it. When a guy likes a gal, why does the guy have to make the first move?. It's everything the guy have to do for the gal. Sometimes i get agitated by it. Can't be bothered to do anything if it's happen. Just don't know what to say to the gal. Out of topics for me man. Ppl said i've changed after i got back from K.L. I still don't really know in what ways. I think i've changed. Yea. I'm gonna enjoy the new me for now. It's kinda sad and good feelin?. Mostly sad =( . I'm nt trying to be emo ppl. Today rained for the whole day. So cold, feelin scared?. I don't know. Everything's changed now i guess. I end here now. THE END

-Dhammy

x'mas eve

What a boring day today. I thought someone would ask me out today but it turns up no one did. What am i suppose to do at home. Aiyoo!. Cannot tahan ah. Tomorrow also monday nothing to do. Hais. Long time i never exercise already sia. I'm getting bigger again! POWER! =.= . Next year sure still go TAF sia. WTF!. Getting agitated by this. It's like no point paying the money to go to the stupid fitness club seh. Pay already but i never go. Haha! And also it's boring lah. I prefer the instructor 2 years ago. I don't know what to type already. I'll shuld end it here! Tata!

Chirstmas Tree

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!

SAXOPHONIST!~

It's somehow a cold night. I'm feeling sad, excited, loving?. Today nite practice was ok though. Yay! Finally get to hear Mr Ho play the clarinet. Wow!. He sounds great!. Lately i don't feel really good. Keep thinking about some problems in my head. I still have no clue. What is my main problem. Time past so fast these days, sometimes too fast. I feel scared, it's like in a dark room alone. Waiting for death. OK!im talking crap. CUT!.

Solo was OK lah. Wasn't great as ytd. I wish i could take ytd solo and put it on competition. Haha!. Saxophonist buck up please!. C'mon DHAMMY! u can do it. GO GO GO!. What makes a good saxophonist?. I still wonder. Can i be a good saxophonist?. Well now dosent make me good enough still there's alot of rooms for improvements.

Well..i really wish things could happen in my way. I wish everything is going to be fine. I wish that someone can understand me now.

Today!

Hello today had band improved abit on my solo. It was a killer. KL trip coming soon. All the best. Can't wait to get the sax quartet score on monday. I wanna play bari. Bari sounds so nice with the low notes. okays. I will update a short one only. So there's nothing for me to talk about. Today i woke up late for band. And i felt so guilty because i never go with them, i promised them. Hais. Hope i will not be late again. Haha. 20 push-ups today. WOW!. hahas. Long time never do already it's getting tired easily. Anyway gtg! tata! (:

-Dhammy!

Life!

Hello ppl. I'm here to update. Well life has been kinda sad, great , miserable?. Yesterday went out with NAD & Finah went to PS at first then want to search for minitoons but there isnt. They were finding TAZMANIAN BABY. I was kinda bored there because there's no direction on where to go. After that went to bugis point, there are alot of girls shops there i don't find anything interesting there. Then went to a coffeshop to eat. After finish eating met up with Nina. We were inside the shop names ''Precious Thoughts'' and we were like ''OMG!, it's so cute''. Damn lame can?.

Trying to search for a long sleeve with vertical lines on it and maybe dark colours. Just get it for fun, and also maybe when dating out with a "SPECIAL" girl =x . OPPS! . LOL!. Maybe someday that wish will come true. There's no one interested in me also. haha. I must be asking too much. Well i'm now confused with my hair. I don't really know what hairstyle suits me. I just can't wait for my hair to grow longer. But i hope it will not grow that long till school reopens. If not im getting a "FREE" haircut by the school.

Life nowdays wasn't the way before. Everything has change. I'm kinda miss the old times we had. I wish i can turn back time. But i couldn't because there's only one chance in life. It also goes the same for performance. KL trip coming up in a week or so. And i feel that i need more practice. Shira not going for KL trip im sad. We need her for take 5 for the solo. But she can't go. GOSH! problems are too much for me. After this KL trip there's still orientation. Isn't that great?. (=_=)

Tata!

-Dhammy (unpredictable)