These thoughts are killing me

Day by day
Fears kept coming again and again

Cause I'm afraid to know the answers
Wondering how could I live this life again
Everybody's changing everyday
And why am I still here again?

Oh god, please help me
Forgive me from all the sweetest sins
I'm begging you please

Let me meet you tonight
And we'll have a good last night

I'm a thousand miles away
So please just hang in there
Someday things will be fine
We'll make up for last time

So let's stop this masquerade
And wear a smile for me