Today was a very boring day..all i do today is play my PS2 and computer..so dull!..but..luckily i can find something interesting to watch..i've just watched the show 200 pounds..it's a korean drama..the movie is quite cool..it's about a girl..she fat and ugly..she slim down just for the love for this guy..she's a singer too..nevermind..u guys should just watch it at youtube...should watch it..haha..well..from that movie..i think that in this world..looks can make u treat the other person different..example..this girl is not so good looking...then a guy treat her not so good..well...another girl that is better looking..the guy treats her nicer..hm...looks can be deceiving..in this world..looks are important to some people..hmm...but no one is perfect..if they are pretty or whatever..im sure their attitude sucks..haha..im saying anyone...but..i think it's true..everybody has something in sad on their selves..i think i talked too much..anyway..i admire the actress..korean actress..she's so cute..i don't know why but i prefer chinese looking girl...anyway...the girl is CUTE! and INNOCENT.if only my dream girl is like that....im so crazy today..lol

I've just been wondering about my future today...and i'm kinda confused about it...first thing on my mind is to go to ITE and study there..maybe continue to Poly and so on..another part of me is thinking whether i should go NAFA to study there..well..i do have passion for music too..but i just cant made up my mind..to get to NAFA at least needed an O level cert. I don't have that...victor told me better start to think about the future before it's too late..i don't want to waste my time doing nth for the whole year thinking..that's just too much time for me..i rather do something that is useful..

Nevermind..after N level shall talk about it yea...now is not the right time..anyway..tomorrow there's no practice..argh!..ASS! boring ah at home do nth..haha..my cuz told me that if u dont eat rice or noodles u can loose 2kg in 1 month..WOW! haha..imagine 5 months..isn't that cool?..lol..can loose 10 weight..plus u exercise..that will be a bonus man..haha..but i can't stop eating rice..haha..hurhur..okay..i think i shall end it here then...been lazy to update the blog..lol! chao~

Grandpa passed away few days ago..was so sad...i just cant describe how sad i am..i miss the old time when my grandpa and grandma are inside their room and i will come to them to sleep at their bed..grandma passed away first..then now it's grandpa..well..even though i'm sad..but thank god that my grandpa passed away peacefully..hope that god will forgive his sins..the house is just totally quiet..in life there are unexpected things happen good or bad..that's life i guess..

Those who live sure will die..everyone will die..so can't blame anyone if your love ones died...guess i should just continue my life and carry on with it..just want to pray for him, cherish the time you have with your love ones before it's too late..and when it's too late...maybe you can't even beg for forgiveness..so people please don't make this kind of mistake..

The other day i did my DNT project again...and one of my eye feels like a small chip of wood gotten inside and scratching my eyeballs..it's so painful..can't concentrate yesterday's practice.
Had Philyouth practice yesterday...the practice was kinda dull because most of the members can't attend it..

We are having a concert on the 8th of August..please do come and support for me yea! : D
Although it's still far away..but 4 months will be a very fast one..i just can't wait to finish my studies in BNSS..the faster i finish my exams i can have my own freedom..planning to work after my N's hope so..just want to experience it..

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u must play,
or a man will appear by your bed
with a knife and will kill you.
The only way to save your life
is to pick the condom that
represents your love life.
Oh, by the way,
do not ignore this
because if you do,
He will come at the time of 2:16 A.M.
(Yes, that is in the morning.)
and Kill you.


Clear Condom:
Just broke up with someone, or they
broke up with you,
but still have feelings for them.


Blue condom:
Single, looking For the right someone,
but hating being single!

Orange Condom:
Taken and about to break up.

Pink Condom:
Single.

Green condom:
Taken & truely in love with the
person.

Purple Condom:
Taken and confused about what's going
wrong with your relationship.

Trojan Condom:
Like someone who doesn't like you
back.

Tye-dye Condom:
Just taken... and confused ?? about
stuff

Red Condom:
If your a ninja.

Black Condom:(currently)
Single and like someone, but confused
as to whether they like you back or
not.

Teal Condom:
Like someone who likes you back,
but not going out yet.


Broken Condom:
she's pregnant

Yellow condom:
you like someone who's dating someone
else but you flirt a lot with them and
they flirt back

No Condom:
Your tired of bulletins involving
random multi-colored objects, and if a
man appears by my bed with a knife,
ill shoot the mutha fucker & watch
that asshole bleed to death

SYF was GREAT! we clinched with another GOLD! i'm so shocked and surprised!but i don't really feel so happy..50% of me feels good and another percent feels sad...when we win this GOLD! it dosent mean anything..GOLD! is just 10 minutes on stage!..so there's no big deal..but..i'm glad that the band get GOLD! i'm really proud of them...well..my time in band has end..just need to finish up the upcoming TETRA! which will begins after mid-year. Well..till then..i miss someone!..i hate the feeling of missing someone..it's like can't get it out of my head.ARGH! : D chao!

just so stress right now!..3 more days..i just cant wait for it to end...just alot of mixed feelings in me..i just want to end this once and for all..CMON BN BAND!.you can do it! :D argh!~

Hey!..i'm just so bored rite now...it's 12.52 am..just wanna blog for a while before i sleep...today had exchange..our performance is not bad..i think so..hmm..i'm still worried for the upcoming SYF! . 4 more days..time passed so fast..

I really liked the song "With Heart And Voice". It's cool. I like! haha..today after band hang out with the KESIAN boys..which is hazizi izzat and some other peeps. Had fun. We went to IKEA, COURTS. It is fun..get to play some games and eat waffle ice cream.haha.it's cheap. just for $2. My legs are aching. But the fun worth it..

Hm..my mind kept thinking about the same thing tonight..don't really know why is that so..just cant get it out of my mind..it's just hard to explain. Why is there LOVE between boys and girls?. Haha!. Sometimes i wonder,hmm..nah~..i just don't know..because..i never got into serious relationships before..i hope one day i will experience it..seeing couple everywhere is sweet..but..i don't know how long they will last...

Why every night this issue will pop out from my head..very strange..EMO-NESS is bad for your health..LOL! haha...anyway..gtg..blog again soon! chao!

3/4/2007

Hello there..it's been some time since i updated my blog..anyway..i just want to share with you guys about how my school days going..basically monday had my 2.4 run..haha..guess what?..my timing is 12 mins..haha..cool right?...first time...coolness! (: i hope that i can always run 2.4 everyday so that i can loose alot of weight..but time don't really let me to do it..been busy with the preparation for SYF..i just cant wait to finish this thing..just 2 more weeks..9 more days...

Yesterday did practical for my DNT the project is for my N levels..hmm..at point of time i just cant do anything right..it's like everything i do sure will mess things up..luckily there's a instructor to help me..but my project i kinda screw up a bit..every monday need to stayback to do it..

I just feel so bored..lonely...every time after school there's no one to hang out with..what a disappointment..i wish there's someone who can hang out with me..

It's nice to see those couples enjoying themselves together..seeing them together just put a smile to me..i wonder how they keep it up..it's all about understanding each other..
Why hate people who love you when the one u love hates you..

I just wish that my hope and dreams will come true one day..but there's always a barrier in life..i dont understand why is that so..''Why is hard to win a girl's heart?".

The question still bothers me..hm..shall find out one day though..anyway..CHAO! =/