CURIOSITY!

I'm so curious right now...nevermind...shall not think about it! have a nice Xmas's evening everyone...I'm gonna go off to work now..wooohoo!...DOUBLE PAY! :D

Hello guys!..i think you guys should watch this video..ahha..it's damn funny!...
lol! ENJOY! :D

RANDOM!

Hey guys!..i just cant get a good sleep lately..been sleeping late at night like around 3 to 5am?..just don't understand why..has not been feeling good lately..so much thoughts in my mind lately..maybe that's why i can't sleep...the time now is 1.35am..

I don't really know what to blog about..need to contact Mr Richard Adams soon..to make an appointment to let him hear my playing..but i have not prepare for anything..need to brush up my skills and find a nice piece for him to hear..hopefully i will be admitted to NAFA..

But something is still bothering me..don't know whether i chose the right route in my life..or maybe i should just stick to ITE?...oh-oh...CONFUSED!..i have no clue..can someone guide me pretty please!? >:(

I wonder will anyone read my blog..PLEASE TAG!..thanks you very much..watched "PINK PANTHER" on HBO today..very funny..lol!

I'm BROKE! i need $$$. I'm left wth less than 10 bucks..hopefully i will get my pay next week..must work more leh..to earn more..hehe..that's life. Now i know how tough the outside world can be..

Alrite guys..shall update again soon! TATA! :D

HELLO! PREFER BLOGGER! SHALL UPDATE SOON!

2 more papers to go and i will be free from stress!..yes!..finally..i've been waiting for this moment..thinking back makes me feel that my first day of school was yesterday..time pass by so fast. I'm not sure what am i going to do after my N levels. Supposingly i have to go back to school, but i don't think i want to come. And what's the point? So, i've decided to stay at home or work. I need a job..hmm..i prefer job that reasonable..good pay and good working hours. If you guys have any 'lobang' please feel free to inform me yea?. Hari Raya is next Saturday..i'm surprised because i don't really feel i've done enough fasting...haha . How come this year everything goes very fast?. Hmm...i havent decide what am i going to do to get in NAFA..i really hope they accept N level certs. PLEASE! I BEG YOU!

Next year will be going to different school..hmm..new friends..new things..new teachers..haha..COOL!..if i get in NAFA i can see my "BESTFRIEND!" hahahah...baik ah khai.."JAJA"

Zi is setting up a jazz band..and he ask me to play inside his band..but i havent try it yet..so...if everything goes well then maybe i wanna perform jazz...but i have no experience in it..must learn those blues scales and blah blah blah...

Alrite then..see you in the next post!..

BYE!

RACIAL HARMONY DAY!

Hello there people…today was RACIAL HARMONY DAY!...so as usual..we wore our ethnic costumes..surprisingly quite a number of people wore those kinds of cost-play like dressing up from anime shows…it’s really cool..there’s a SAMURAI too..ahha..cool eh?...hmm..last 2 days..i boarded a bus “5” as usual..because..it’s been a long time since I met this Bedok Town girl..which is pretty cute..ahha..usually she will be taking that bus..but she didn’t  anyway…when I boarded the bus..i was totally shocked..because the bus that I boarded is not an ordinary kind..it’s with different seating….and everything..it’s just different layout of the bus..it’s really cool..should take a picture of it..but too bad, my phone is not up-to-date kind of phone like these days..alot of people use 2 megapixels and above..and mine just piece of CRAP!..i really enjoyed the RACIAL HARMONY DAY this year..because this year is my LAST YEAR..there’s no assembly this year..what a poor thing…DNT is killing me..i cant stand it anymore..need to finish a lot of things…sheesh..hope to update soon!..till then!..tata!

-iDhaM

Hello there people..it’s been quite a while since I update my blog..haha..im just too lazy to do anything…anyway…the NYP concert was over…SINFONIQUE I somehow enjoyed this concert as there’s not much pressure on it..except my SOLO!...it turned out to be quite good I guess…finally the pressure is off! J I love it!..anyway..what’s next for BEDOK NORTH!?...shall look forward to it…school has been quite TEDIOUS! for me..everyday..i always look forward for the day to end…im worried for my DNT and MATH. My math needs more help..and my DNT needs a lot of work to be done. Nevermind IDHAM!..only a few months left! Hahah..bare with it…ENDURE! Tahan a while and cooperate! LOL! I shall stop here then!..see ya pepps! :D

You Are 16 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You Are 56% Perfectionist

No one would call you a perfectionist, but you definitely have a side of you that strives to be perfect. Try to see your mistakes as learning experiences, and don't be so hard on yourself when you screw up!

Are You a Perfectionist?

Your Birthdate: November 21

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Your Love Type: ESTP

The Doer In love, you are charming, and known for sweeping people off their feet. For you, sex is fun and a great way to be in the moment with someone. Overall, you are witty, generous, and flirty. However, you tend to ignore conflict and get bored with people easily. Best matches: ISFJ or ISTJ

What's Your Love Type?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Hey!..i edited a few pictures in my com..and when i look at it..hm..different changes every year..haha..cool huh...my DNT project still need alot of work to be done..need to hand in everything by END OF JULY! must do my best..this year the MR John say...he wants everyone to get distinction..haha...hope so...well...here's the picture is...give some comments yea?...which one do u like?...haha...

Hey guys!..last Saturday was POP...hmm..i've really enjoyed myself..especially staying up in Regent...we need to stay to regent as there is something happened last minute..even though staying there for 1 day, it was damn fun!...especially with some Hougang, Regent and BN peeps...really enjoyed myself...well..i didn't cry..just a little of wet eyes....i think that time my eyes hurts..that's why it's WATERY! haha...i'm lazy to update..so i'll just update some pictures in the blog yea!..and a video too! : D enjoy! http://youtube.com/watch?v=k3O5uy-MBBk

Honour Band! (:
Love you guys GOH 2007!
haha...crazyness! :X
what the fish!

Love Sec4's 2007! thanks guys for being there for me...i really appreciate it..all the ups and downs..we're finally graduating! :D

Hello there people..well..today was kinda dull..basically i woke up at 9 30 because i don't want to be late for the PIZZA! treat!...haha...well..the pizza treat was great..miss kannu bought alot of pizzas...it was fun..THANKS MISS KANNU!. Well after that just practice my SAX...i'm trying to get use of my new embrochure..i need to change my embrochure because of some reasons..well..it's kinda hard actually..but there's a benefit i guess...i really want to have a good sound...it makes me wonder..how to have a good tone...i shall find out from lionel or someone else then..after practicing outside for a while..went in AVA room..and practice some stuffs...hm...sight reading can be fun..ahaha...shall train my sight reading from now on..so that when i'm in any auditions..it will help me reading it faster...tomorrow, there's band again..i really want to practice my SAX everyday..but i think this JUNE holidays, i realized that i have been practicing more...hmm..i guess it's a good thing right?...LOL!..i shall update again then...

Today has been a bad luck day for me..firstly, water went in my phone...but now still can use..so i took everything out to let the inner side of the phone dry..but..and the memory card i put it inside my pocket..the next thing i know that my memory card is gone..i couldn't believe it..i feel so sad..because that memory card my brother bought it for me..so called ''bought''. Actually he wanted to buy for his own phone..but got the wrong one..so he gave me that. How could i be so careless..i should blame myself..it's my responsibilities..another bad thing happened to me is that..my casing's carrier broke...i just feel so lousy..what did i do to deserve this?...haiyo...i hope tomorrow is a better day..just tell myself that..oh ya..i learned alot today..from today's sectionals..i need to change my embrochure to get better sound...and i learned quite some basics..now i know how important basics is...need to brush it up..anyway before i go..i want to show you guys this funny commercial..haha..it's banned..enjoy! : D

HEY! well..just got back from the concert at ESPLANADE which is philharmonic winds. It's just so great that i'm just WOW! it was a great performance. I enjoy watching it. Seeing them perform makes me feel to practice harder and maybe one day i will get in the winds orchestra, hopefully. The best thing about the concert is watching Kevin Bobo performed. He's like the best percussionist i have ever seen. He's a great man!. Really salute him! haha. The way he improvised his own music by just using snare drum was really impressive. That's about the concert.

I want to ask you guys, ''do you like staying in Singapore?''. Well..i enjoy myself here because of the beautiful scenery and i'm comfortable with myself. But one thing that i don't like is that the people around. Some of them have MATS lah..Ah Beng lah..all types of people..i can't really understand them. Do they have something else to do?. I wonder what are they gonna do to support their family in the future...well in Singapore now days you will at least need education to get a job..those job which dosen't need much education is always things that you don't like to do. I'm sure people would love to do a job that's make them happy right?. I rather go overseas and stay there for a few years. HAH! Maybe japan?..cool you know..there got chicks..haha..hot! okay, i'm just being LAME! I'm damn beat...i need to go to bed soon..see you guys...nowdays it's like everyday there's music for me..but it's cool though..have a nice day! : D

-iDhaM

Well..i'm back..my blog was on hiatus mode..because i don't feel to update anything about my life for the moment...things has changed in my life..some of it..there are good and bad things happening..but i think i kinda like it i guess..i'm not sure myself...firstly, i received an award which is "Good Improvement Award". It's for the term. I'm kinda feel good about myself..should give a pat in the back (: i must not stop here..i must get on the track as soon as i get back to school..must aim higher..

That's about academic..next i want to talk about is MUSIC! the audition that i went for..sad..i didn't get in =( . But i tell myself this..''it's okay at least u did you did your best.'' It's a good experience..especially getting my way to CCA branch. I was lost..get the wrong place..but..it was fun get too explore..haha.

Time has passed so fast..well i'm glad that my education in Secondary School is going to end soon in 5 months time..looking forward to it. After my N's i'm thinking of earning some money for myself..need to shopping..wahaha..although time passed so fast..i'm kinda scared about it..it makes me feel different..everything just pass by and i'm scared that i can't cope with the things in my life..need to do well and stay focus...

My holidays has been kinda dull..everyday i woke up at 12pm or 11am. It's late right?..i don't know how come i have been sleeping DEAD! this few days..my weight has gone i think..it's been a long time since i exercise..been reminding that in my mind but there's no action..haiyo... IDHAM! perut dah boncit!..gi exercise lah!..haha..im just saying myself that im getting bigger and need to exercise..just say it to myself...woo!.

Yay! the other day practice the alto sax..and i get to hit the altissimo ..the note "G". Must find out the other fingerings for the next note..I want to aim higher..maybe "G# or A". I have learned something new from Victor..thanks to him..he told me how to improve on my scales and some basics...it's really important to know your basics people!..must get out the BASICS!. Well i'm thinking of one day when i'm more matured in music..i want to make a GIG! haha..looks cool and interesting yea! Well then people i should stop here now...my fingers are tired of typing. Good nite!

-iDhaM

Well..today school was kinda boring..hm..didn't really do well for English..early in the morning had my morning run in school which was just been started today..at first i think it's stupid..but..after the jog i felt good..it gets me awake for the day..hmm...ran 8 rounds around the field...quite tiring..but never mind i can do it..i will try my best to lose the weight i need..i just want to be out in the stupid club..well..during my lesson a friend of mine in my pri school msged me...i was kinda shocked..at first i don't remember her..but i finally refresh my mind..and rmbered..add her in friendster today..wow..she's looks great..kinda pretty..but..anyway..nt interested..LOL!..(like as if -.-'') hm..hope that tomorrow will be a better day..i just got my hair cut today..it wasn't really what i expected..he go cut my fringe..hais..but anyway..it's okay..just trying out every salon..just need to find the right one..it's okay if the cut is nt nice..it will still grow! (:

Shall end here then..tata! = D

1 more paper to end my mid-year exam..i just can't wait to finish exam...but..i kinda feel good having exam..because there's chance to go home early..it's going to end soon..June holidays is coming in a few weeks..i just can't wait to have holidays..i'm really looking forward to it..especially TETRA camp cum POP. These few days i've been watching "Nodame Cantabile", it's a nice show..it's about a guy who enjoys music..and he wants to be a conductor..it's a long story..u guys should watch it..just can go to crunchyroll.com..and type out the title..i feel that there's no point of having a blog because i don't really update it..i just have no idea what to update about..if i have the mood to blog then i will express myself what i'm feeling..if there's no mood then just forget about it then..watching the "Nodame Cantabile" motivates me to practice my instrument and enjoy music..i miss my saxophone..i don't care what kind of saxophone..just give me..it's been a long time since i touch it...need to brush up..

I'm glad that music has make fell in love with it..if i didn't joined band for my CCA..i don't know how's my future is like..there's some friends that i'm not gonna know..i'm also glad that i have alot of friends in band..dosen't matter from which school..because i love making friends with musicians..it's cool..haha..maybe some chicks..haha..joking!. (:

I shall end here then..tata~

Went to the hospital yesterday because i had my asthma attack..it's been a long time since i had it..the last time i had an attack was few months ago...as yesterday was Labour Day..most of the clinics will be closed..so..i have to go to the Changi Hospital with my bro...got there took my number...hmm..i was so unlucky.i've been scolded by the doctor for not buying the inhaler...the doctor said i need to have it for emergency..the hospital rooms are all over the place..it's not in order..im so pissed by the rooms..there's so much procedure to go..this what happens if i don't listen to people's advice..hope that this asthma attack will vanish forever..it will come true i guess..as i get older i will intend to have lesser asthma attack..tomorrow is exam..english paper and M.T listening compre..i just can't wait to finish this mid year exams..till then..i shall end here then! : D

Today was a very boring day..all i do today is play my PS2 and computer..so dull!..but..luckily i can find something interesting to watch..i've just watched the show 200 pounds..it's a korean drama..the movie is quite cool..it's about a girl..she fat and ugly..she slim down just for the love for this guy..she's a singer too..nevermind..u guys should just watch it at youtube...should watch it..haha..well..from that movie..i think that in this world..looks can make u treat the other person different..example..this girl is not so good looking...then a guy treat her not so good..well...another girl that is better looking..the guy treats her nicer..hm...looks can be deceiving..in this world..looks are important to some people..hmm...but no one is perfect..if they are pretty or whatever..im sure their attitude sucks..haha..im saying anyone...but..i think it's true..everybody has something in sad on their selves..i think i talked too much..anyway..i admire the actress..korean actress..she's so cute..i don't know why but i prefer chinese looking girl...anyway...the girl is CUTE! and INNOCENT.if only my dream girl is like that....im so crazy today..lol

I've just been wondering about my future today...and i'm kinda confused about it...first thing on my mind is to go to ITE and study there..maybe continue to Poly and so on..another part of me is thinking whether i should go NAFA to study there..well..i do have passion for music too..but i just cant made up my mind..to get to NAFA at least needed an O level cert. I don't have that...victor told me better start to think about the future before it's too late..i don't want to waste my time doing nth for the whole year thinking..that's just too much time for me..i rather do something that is useful..

Nevermind..after N level shall talk about it yea...now is not the right time..anyway..tomorrow there's no practice..argh!..ASS! boring ah at home do nth..haha..my cuz told me that if u dont eat rice or noodles u can loose 2kg in 1 month..WOW! haha..imagine 5 months..isn't that cool?..lol..can loose 10 weight..plus u exercise..that will be a bonus man..haha..but i can't stop eating rice..haha..hurhur..okay..i think i shall end it here then...been lazy to update the blog..lol! chao~

Grandpa passed away few days ago..was so sad...i just cant describe how sad i am..i miss the old time when my grandpa and grandma are inside their room and i will come to them to sleep at their bed..grandma passed away first..then now it's grandpa..well..even though i'm sad..but thank god that my grandpa passed away peacefully..hope that god will forgive his sins..the house is just totally quiet..in life there are unexpected things happen good or bad..that's life i guess..

Those who live sure will die..everyone will die..so can't blame anyone if your love ones died...guess i should just continue my life and carry on with it..just want to pray for him, cherish the time you have with your love ones before it's too late..and when it's too late...maybe you can't even beg for forgiveness..so people please don't make this kind of mistake..

The other day i did my DNT project again...and one of my eye feels like a small chip of wood gotten inside and scratching my eyeballs..it's so painful..can't concentrate yesterday's practice.
Had Philyouth practice yesterday...the practice was kinda dull because most of the members can't attend it..

We are having a concert on the 8th of August..please do come and support for me yea! : D
Although it's still far away..but 4 months will be a very fast one..i just can't wait to finish my studies in BNSS..the faster i finish my exams i can have my own freedom..planning to work after my N's hope so..just want to experience it..

ogy: hello ogy..thanks for tagging my blog..
rafe: : D
Nina: khai memang dah tak betul..haha..jokin2...
Khai: hey bro..thanks..i'm feeling better now..
Wei Jie: hello weijie! i will study hard i hope =x
TJ: hello there! : D

u must play,
or a man will appear by your bed
with a knife and will kill you.
The only way to save your life
is to pick the condom that
represents your love life.
Oh, by the way,
do not ignore this
because if you do,
He will come at the time of 2:16 A.M.
(Yes, that is in the morning.)
and Kill you.


Clear Condom:
Just broke up with someone, or they
broke up with you,
but still have feelings for them.


Blue condom:
Single, looking For the right someone,
but hating being single!

Orange Condom:
Taken and about to break up.

Pink Condom:
Single.

Green condom:
Taken & truely in love with the
person.

Purple Condom:
Taken and confused about what's going
wrong with your relationship.

Trojan Condom:
Like someone who doesn't like you
back.

Tye-dye Condom:
Just taken... and confused ?? about
stuff

Red Condom:
If your a ninja.

Black Condom:(currently)
Single and like someone, but confused
as to whether they like you back or
not.

Teal Condom:
Like someone who likes you back,
but not going out yet.


Broken Condom:
she's pregnant

Yellow condom:
you like someone who's dating someone
else but you flirt a lot with them and
they flirt back

No Condom:
Your tired of bulletins involving
random multi-colored objects, and if a
man appears by my bed with a knife,
ill shoot the mutha fucker & watch
that asshole bleed to death

SYF was GREAT! we clinched with another GOLD! i'm so shocked and surprised!but i don't really feel so happy..50% of me feels good and another percent feels sad...when we win this GOLD! it dosent mean anything..GOLD! is just 10 minutes on stage!..so there's no big deal..but..i'm glad that the band get GOLD! i'm really proud of them...well..my time in band has end..just need to finish up the upcoming TETRA! which will begins after mid-year. Well..till then..i miss someone!..i hate the feeling of missing someone..it's like can't get it out of my head.ARGH! : D chao!

just so stress right now!..3 more days..i just cant wait for it to end...just alot of mixed feelings in me..i just want to end this once and for all..CMON BN BAND!.you can do it! :D argh!~

Hey!..i'm just so bored rite now...it's 12.52 am..just wanna blog for a while before i sleep...today had exchange..our performance is not bad..i think so..hmm..i'm still worried for the upcoming SYF! . 4 more days..time passed so fast..

I really liked the song "With Heart And Voice". It's cool. I like! haha..today after band hang out with the KESIAN boys..which is hazizi izzat and some other peeps. Had fun. We went to IKEA, COURTS. It is fun..get to play some games and eat waffle ice cream.haha.it's cheap. just for $2. My legs are aching. But the fun worth it..

Hm..my mind kept thinking about the same thing tonight..don't really know why is that so..just cant get it out of my mind..it's just hard to explain. Why is there LOVE between boys and girls?. Haha!. Sometimes i wonder,hmm..nah~..i just don't know..because..i never got into serious relationships before..i hope one day i will experience it..seeing couple everywhere is sweet..but..i don't know how long they will last...

Why every night this issue will pop out from my head..very strange..EMO-NESS is bad for your health..LOL! haha...anyway..gtg..blog again soon! chao!

3/4/2007

Hello there..it's been some time since i updated my blog..anyway..i just want to share with you guys about how my school days going..basically monday had my 2.4 run..haha..guess what?..my timing is 12 mins..haha..cool right?...first time...coolness! (: i hope that i can always run 2.4 everyday so that i can loose alot of weight..but time don't really let me to do it..been busy with the preparation for SYF..i just cant wait to finish this thing..just 2 more weeks..9 more days...

Yesterday did practical for my DNT the project is for my N levels..hmm..at point of time i just cant do anything right..it's like everything i do sure will mess things up..luckily there's a instructor to help me..but my project i kinda screw up a bit..every monday need to stayback to do it..

I just feel so bored..lonely...every time after school there's no one to hang out with..what a disappointment..i wish there's someone who can hang out with me..

It's nice to see those couples enjoying themselves together..seeing them together just put a smile to me..i wonder how they keep it up..it's all about understanding each other..
Why hate people who love you when the one u love hates you..

I just wish that my hope and dreams will come true one day..but there's always a barrier in life..i dont understand why is that so..''Why is hard to win a girl's heart?".

The question still bothers me..hm..shall find out one day though..anyway..CHAO! =/

Randomness! (:

Dear girl..you look so fine..
I can't get you out of my mind..
Day and night i think of you..
Think of you makes me no clue...

You're the sweetest person i know..
As sweet as i know...you're my best soul..
Hey girl..i hope you enjoy talking to me..
Because my heart melts..

You're something money can't buy..
I hope we can be...
Forever friends..
Be as happy as can be..

24/3/07

Hey guys!..recently i have been busy with SYF..because in 3 weeks time i will be having SYF..and i'm really scared about it..today was exchange with 3 schools..and this performance today was not convincing enough..screwed up some parts of the piece..and i'm still unstable with the so called SOLO for "Safari". I'm really looking forward to end this once and for all. The past 3 years and half was quite fast for me. I still remember the last SYF, i was just a sec2 and i don't know what was happening. I don't worried so much and stress..but this year i don't know why, the feeling is really making me nervous and worried for myself and the band. I hope that the band can really do their best and change the way of attitude towards band. Thank you BNSS Band! and Work hard FOR SYF! please i beg u! ((:

17/3/2007

Hey!...how are u guys out there lately?..alot of things has been happening the past few weeks..there's so much to tell..some are things to be happy with and some are not.. =/

RELATIONSHIP = ENDS FRIENDSHIP

hey!...I just dunno what to think rite now...alot of stuffs inside my mind..cant get it out..argh!...

My ambition is to be a great musician...but..don't really know whether i have the chance to..

I really need a math tutor to help me with my maths hmwrk...i cant finish it...argh!...

oh ya!..i improve on my results..hahaha...wohooo...

last year: TERM 4

English :58 Grade: 5
Malay: 69 4
Math : 47.0 U :(
CPA : 67 3
EOA :66 3
DNT : 64 4

This year :TERM 1

English : 61.7 Grade: 4
Malay: 72.5 2
Math : 70.3 2
CPA : 76.1 1 :D
EOA : 82.0 1 :D
DNT : 64.0 4

CPA (computer applications) EOA (elements of office admin)

Basically i need to improve on my english and keep up my math..and be stable with the rest and maintain it..DNT hope can get distinction...c'mon IDHAM! you can do it!

Tico-tico is nice song..haha..im goin to play it with soprano sax..my dream came true!

YOOOHA!..this line is from NINA!.

TATA! (:

08/03/2007

Hey..it's been a long time since i update my blog..i've been busy lately...especially with band..camp is on friday..i hope that it's going to be fun..hm...this scary feeling is bothering me..it's about SYF. Last time i'm not really that scared..but now..i feel more frightened?..i think that's how the Seniors used to feel..well...im graduating soon from band..haha.i miss the old times..but..everything must come to and end. Im really happy that i choose band..because i noe that there's something else im good at even though i cant play sports that well..and im happy i can play an instrument..now i'm in school blogging..hahah..strange rite?..im bored lah...too bad..hey guys please tag my blog lah..no one tag..it's like my blog DEAD!?. You guys want me to update everyday is it?..ahaha..well..that's not goin to happen i tell u...

I don't noe why..but..why does always chinese girls came up to my mind?...ahha..well..one of the reasons is because i tink chinese girls are more cuter lah..depends on the girl =x . Anyway..i've chat with someone that is super duper caring and nice...she's cool though..hope that i can make friends with her..i tink i should end here then..BYE! (:

2/3/07

Today was kinda sad things happen to me...some things bothering me though..but dunno how to explain it..today took the section for sectionals played Pomp and Circum something2...quite tiring today..i just learned to play this song for soprano sax..hahaha..quite nice....wooo..this week it's been everyday i played saxophone..my mouth is tiring and there's bruises inside my lower lips..this is what happens usually to saxophonist..but who cares...i cant wait for the nxt Phil Youth practice this sunday...going to Mr Glosz house for BBQ..it's for to make new friends in phil youth..

I enjoyed playing in there..get to meet new people and can learn from each other too...there's this piece titled "Poet and Peasant Overture"..it's an orchestra piece..but it has been arranged for band...i like it..basically i like those orchestra song that dosent really ends although it should ends?...get it?..ahhaha...wth am i talking...i tink i shall stop here now...bye people..please rmb to tag ya..my tagboard sounds so quiet.. [:

Paint Brush

I keep my paint brush with me
Wherever I may go,
In case I need to cover up
So the real me doesn't show.
I'm so afraid to show you me,
Afraid of what you'll do - that
You might laugh or say mean things.
I'm afraid I might lose you.

I'd like to remove all my paint coats
To show you the real, true me,
But i want you to try to understand,
I need you to accept what you see.
So if you'll be patient and close your eyes,
I'll strip off all my coats real slow.
Please understand how much it hurts
To let the real me show.

Now my coats are all stripped off.
I feel naked, bare and cold,
And if you still love me with all that you see,
You are my friend, pure as gold.

24/2/07

hello people..today was band exchange..it ended okay...not too bad i should say...bedok north performed also cant say that well but some of the parts are convincing...the exchange was not bad..had exchange with FTP and St Gabriel. Tmr there's philyouth practice..playin tenor for the first time there..sounds exciting..my bro's room is in a big mess now..i cant stand it..i cant wait for my brothers to get married..so that i can take over the room..all to myself..wooohoo!..cool!..

This week passed so fast that it was like a blink of an eye..i think it's because of the CNY holidays. i'm really lookin forward to these past few weeks..there will be camps, night practice..wooooo!..pure coolness!...hope that the band can really work hard and do it once and for all for SYF!..all the best BNSS Symphonic Band..i miss my old days when i was in sec1..lol! that's enough for this post right now.. see u guys.. END

It ends tonight!

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight, Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

17/1/07

Currently feeling mood less..i have been rotting at home today..basically slacking..i suppose that someone will ask me out but in the end there was but i'm not in the mood to go out..get to know some friend on msn. Talked to her for awhile. She's quite cool. Sundays are boring but luckily there's practice for me..too bad tomorrow there's no Phil Youth. I'm craving for Mac Cafe huhu..especially the caramel yummy..woa..this past few days been eating quite alot at home..standard!...because there's nothing to do at home except eat,sleep and play. tsk3..idham oh idham tak boleh tahan loh..okay lah aku gila alr..there's no school on monday and tuesday..yayness! Can wake up early..wohoo..the FIESTA was great..get to meet some alumni's and enjoy selling stuffs with my class..the prata wasnt really a great sale..haha..but guess what?..my class won the most INNOVATIVE award..it was unexpected..wooho... (: there's nothing for me to talk about..bye..love ya! ;DDDDD muacks..crazyness! spastic!

-Dhammy!

13/2/07

Hey..it's been quite sometime since i update my blog..recently was kinda busy with school and band..this week will be kinda stress there's alot of homework and test to do. I really want to take my N level as soon as possible. I want to get good grades. Still thinking about where should i go after N levels?. Should i take music or ITE? Do you guys think tourism is a good course? It is a most wanted job nowdays. But i'm afraid that what if after i graduate it's not really "wanted" job?. So..kinda risky. A lot of stuffs in my mind right now..but don't think i should put it here. People will comment on some things. YAY! Philyouth was great. i enjoyed it. not bad..i get to play tenor..haha..bye khairul!. i wan to play tenor because there's only 1 score and 1 stand..huhu..
shall update again soon! ;D

30/1/2007

Hello there...it's been a tiring day for me today. Basically today was a tiring day for me. Firstly i had my TAF programme today in an earlier time. Finally a relief after the session ends. So after the programme i went to meet NAD and the gang. Because i'm going to meet kelvin later at Funan Mall. So in the end it turns up that me and NAD went to funan mall. While in the bus i fell asleep luckily i didnt missed the stop. Anyway thanks NAD for the accompaniment. Well there's something i want to share wth u guys out there. Well as u can see some people judge by looks and characteristics. Maybe some just want to be friends with you just because of looks?. Maybe..but i know there's people in this world who are like that. I'm not trying to be rude or what i just want to make a point to u guys. Well ''NO ONE IS PERFECT'' rite?. Even though u think u are perfect try to look to your own bad points maybe it involves in talent, looks etc. So don't judge people by the cover because looks at yourself first tell yourself whether are u perfect? God is fair everyone is not perfect. I'm not perfect either but i'm still happy with myself. Because love yourself before you love others. Maybe attitude is a problem to people too. So don't judge people yea?. I'm not pointing to anyone but i just want to make people realize how this world goes.

Tomorrow's another day for me. Hope it will be great!. Have to wake up early. haha. National Duty yea?. Till here then i'm goin off to sleep. BYE! [:

-Dhammy

27/1/2007

It's been raining these few days..hmm...strange huh?. Why it dosen't really stops raining like a month?..i'm not trying to say that i'm thankful but..maybe i need a little sunshine i guess?..Anyway today was band practice as usual finally i come early for the first time..haha..well today was typical day for me but there's new comers to the section..it was kinda headache i tell u...why cant a person blow saxophone when he/she go in the saxophone section?!. Strange rite? CReeepy~. Argh~!. There's alot of work for me to do in band and also academic wise..example there's still homework that need to be done..and band stuff like reporting the missing parts of the saxophone..i dont know what happened to the parts?...hmmm..oh ya..the sec1 there's this girl who looks like ain..haha..ain got twin sister and she's playing tenor sax too..

Oh well..i really want to step down as a section leader because i tink it's the time that i should relax as in like don't do so much work?..sec3's need to do alot kay..i'm worried for the section after my batch graduate from band..i think the band dosen't have really that attitude towards music?..some have..but u need 2 hands to clap rite?...wah..today if my first time writing this post until so long..wahaha..YAY!..i finally get to play the soprano sax in band..lookin forward to it but i need to go to funan mall to collect it from KELVIN..i have to travel..isnt my everyday life great?-.-''..wahhaha..okay..thinking of buying saxophone after i graduate..but first need to collect money and work first lah..does a saxophone is really a need or a want?..no idea..i think i shall end here then..TATA! =/

-Dhammy!

25/1/2007

hello there blog...it's been a long time since i update my blog..sorry for the inconvenience i was busy with my school, band and some other activities in school...well it's been the same thing almost everyday..but i cant wait for 9 more days..haha..yay!...i just have received the score "A Jubilant Overture". it's nice and cool. it's quite easy for me..it's in grade 5. Hope that piece will be played for SYF hopefully. I have the faith the band can do it...anyway..luckily i got ming ren around after school with me..if not i will be alone in school doing nothing and waitting for time to past. Because tuesday and thursday i have TAF programme..3 30pm starts. So i always go with ming ren..then if not TAF then band lah..haha..standard!..i'm kinda scared for the next batch to take the band...because i don't really know they can make it or not. Time has passed so fast..in fact i cant really remember a thing when i was in sec1. Those were the days when i was in SHORT PANTS!. LOL! anyway..there's alot of homework nowdays..i shall end here then! see ya soon! =p

-Dhammy

16/01/2007

Everyday after school i would be stuck with no one left around me. Sometimes i do and sometimes not. Friends are important to me. I think if there's no friends my life would be empty. I wish there's someone who can stay with after school. That would be cool. Never mind sometimes it's good to be alone. School has been ok for me. Next week will be having a lot of test. Maths, English and EOA etc. Sec4 huh?. All the best IDHAM. I shall end here now. DNT have to do alot of work. SHEESH! Tata!

-Dhammy

13/01/2007

Hey..today had band and start off with combine then sectionals..hmm..the section really needs a saxophone badly..pathetic i tell u..the neck of the saxophone is spoiled..haha..it's kinda funny..after band head to techview to eat..after had my lunch sit around for a while then head to Swee Lee at Bras Basah..bought saxophone strap and mouthpiece pad for the section..strap only one..hmm..i gonna graduate soon frm the band few more months yea..just hold on..haa..hope i have a memorial year..i want to do well in my ''N'' levels. Hope i can get at least 9 points or 12?. Around there..the lesser the better. I still do not know what kind of course i wanna take?. My dream course is AEROSPACE TECHNOLOGY but too bad i'm colour blind. I wish god take off my colour blind-ness. Nah~. I should thank god for bringing me to this world! thx god. I hope i can understand maths more this year. I understand the first topic which is HISTOGRAMS.

School nowdays are so strict. BLUEK!. Tata!

Audition

Yesterday was the philharmonic youth winds audition. I kinda screw up a bit. It's was a mixed of emotians. First they ask me to play some major scales followed by my fast and slow piece. Then the funny part is that they gave me this studie from lionel's book. I have played it before. I can play but after i ended they asked me. ''Have u played this piece?'' i said yes. haha. So it wasn't really counted and let me try another piece. Finally it ends. They asked me to make myself free nxt sunday. The results is nxt week. Hope i can get in. If i nvr got in also at least there's experience to it. Tmr school. Aiyoo!. Must wake up early again. So tired sia. I wish time could stop. And i will have enough sleep. I'm kinda like to be in sec4. Hope i have a good year!. And people dun laugh at my resolutions lah. PLEASE!. I shall end here. Bye!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007!

MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION

1. get into philyouth..but my really hope is to phil winds
2. do better in my maths
3. keep my hair long at least long enugh around my neck..
4. make more friends
5. see the section improve
   
6. get a GOLD! for syf
   
7. improve on my skills
8. maybe take grade 5?
9. not shy to talk to any gal.
10. be more friendly.
11. make lots lots lots lots lots lots lots of friends.
12. watch NC16 movie
13. loose alot of weight.
14. maybe get to noe some cute chinese gals
15. buy something expensive for myself using my own savings
16. save money at least 2 dollars everyday
17. be happy with my friends
18. communicate well wth peers or juniors
19. the band improve
    
20. finish my N levels with good grades
21. try not to be colour blind..hehehehe...
22. world peace! =P
23. Go out and do crazy stuffs with the "KESIAN BOYS"
24. ENJOY MY LIFE!

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!.HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD! =)

YOURS TRULY DHAMMY!