Beautiful Sunday 2009

Beautiful Sunday was a blast. Overall performance was good but there's still room for improvements. A great sense of gratitude from me to all those who came for the concert. Thank you very much, I appreciate it. The concert hall almost came to a full house. Another great performance at the Esplanade. A sense of achievement when you're standing on stage and hearing the applause by the audiences and appreciating your muysic. Once again, thank you all for those who came. You know who you are! Hah!

Today was the first day of work. Glad to say that first day of work was fun. Especially when I have my talkative yet fun classmate with me exploring the whole Singapore. Jumping from places to places. Meeting new people and adapting to new environment around you is great. Left with 4 more days to go and I'll be done with this job. It's a new experience I should say.

This week is definitely a week to really look forward to. Hope it turns out well. Guess I shall end it here for now.

Remenber how we laughed until we cried
At the most stupid things like we were so high

Concert This Week

Beautiful Sunday : Philharmonic Youth Winds

Venue: Esplanade Concert Hall
Date: 28th June 2009 (Sunday)
Time: 3pm - 4pm
Admission : FREE!!

Do come down with your family and friends this Sunday for great music! And most importantly, it's FREE! See ya all there!

An Evening at Macdonalds

Basically, I did nothing today. Woke up in the afternoon around 12pm. What a great life I have. Hah! Later in the evening met up with Nad and Noi to look for some stuffs. Had a nice chat with both of them. It's been a while since I met up with my psychotic friends. Took some pictures together. So here it is.

Time is running out, need to finish up all my tasks by this week.

Where did I go wrong?

Another Week Comes By

Well, today is Monday and it's the first day of the week. 1 week of holidays are gone and 2 weeks left for me to enjoy myself. I've lots of things to do this week and I need to get it all done ASAP. BEV Project not yet started as I can't be bothered to do it yet. hah! But will work on it anytime soon. I'm looking forward to this week as I will be having my concert this Sunday. Hopefully, the concert hall gonna be a full house.


These pictures were taken a few days back, a random trip to IKEA. And also I wanted to look for some things there. But I couldn't find what I wanted. So we took some pictures. Look through the whole IKEA. Got hungry, so we decided to get IKEA hot dogs which are very cheap. It's $1 only!. Whoo. Killer bohz. It was delicious. I was so hungry that I got 2 of those. Wahah! Sorry, what do you expect when I'm really hungry?.

Looking forward to day coming by, hopefully I would be able to finish all the tasks that needed to be done this week. Till then. Chao.

Close your eyes, dry your tears
Cause when nothing, seems clear
You'll be safe here

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Here I am waiting for time to pass by
Thinking what's there for me to look foward to
Feeling excited, nervous and inquistive at the same time

Perhaps time will be my companion for now
Make me think of what's good and what's not for me

Tick tock tick tock
Still waiting for time to pass by
Again and again and again
A glimpse of the calender everyday
Asking myself, is it here already? May I proceed?

Maybe not just yet, too many things left unsaid
Let it be and we'll see
Please let not this be the last chance for me

Photo Edit by Faizal

Thanks for the picture edit bro! CHEERS! :D

Pathetic

I'm feeling pathetic, idiotic and stupid. Don't know what's wrong with me. Just angry with myself. Shit shit shit. I still can't find the reason why I'm feeling like this. Just need to calm myself down now. F****, I hate this. Get over it man.

Great, things are getting so much better for me now.

Whatever.

Again and again and again

Okay, I know I shouldn't have go out today because I'm broke. But I promised Khai to catch a movie today. Woke up early in the morning and took a bath. Got myself ready to meet Fauzi and headed off to Zizi's place to borrow his bow tie long sleeve shirt for next week performance. Hang out at his house and played his PS3. I was amazed by the graphics, especially plus the HD Tv. I must say he's one lucky guy. It's been a while since I had a nice chat with him. He's been busy with his national service. So he told me what it's like there and all the great things that happened to him while serving the nation. Sounds interesting. Maybe I should go national service now? haha! just kidding.


Had lunch, then head down to EhuB The Cathay to catch "Ghost of Girlfriends Past". I must say that this movie was great. But not to the extend that it can really give a big impact to someone. Maybe at some points I guess. Should catch this movie, it's great! Worth watching. I'll rate this movie 6.5/10.

After the movie, make my way home as I was really starving and I don't want to spend my money. So might as well not spend money on food outside and grab a bite at home for FREE. Later in the evening, Fauzi picked some of us up to have dinner. Drove to Mustafa Centre to have dinner plus bought his earpiece. And here I am.

What a tiring day. Need job job job job. Pfft.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

My Immortal

For the past 2 days, I've been enjoying myself. Basically, planning some activities for each day really helps. Rather than doing nothing and rot at home. Trying to do something useful with all the time that I have and make the best out of it.

I really need a job for myself, the job that I talked about in my recent post only starts on 29th. I need a part-time job for a few weeks before I resume school. Any recommendations anyone? Currently I'm broke, should not go out so often from now on. Or maybe I should bring my own lunch bag for myself when I'm hungry outside.

As you can see from this picture, I'm really enjoying my holidays. hah!

Looking forward to weeks coming by as I will be packed with performances and rehearsals. And part of my plans are to finish my BEV project plus POA assignments. Hopefully I would be able to finish everything before school resume.

There's just too much that time cannot erase

It's not a 1, it's a 2 now. hah.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY KHAIRUL!

Wish you all the best in your future endeavours and live life to the fullest. Best of luck to you bro!

Ps: You owe me big time for posting your only picture in one post. hah! Kidding.

Just in time to be taken over

Holidays are here, tick tock tick tock. My holidays are packed. Need to go back to school for some activities and make up lesson. It's not so bad after all. But POA assignments are the killer. It's like 5 questions for each set. And I have 5 sets. How am I going to finish all that? Take it slow I guess. Found a job, but still need to go for training. Feel kind of nervous and excited at the same time. But whatever it is, it's a new experience.

It's already middle of the year, and I'm kinda lost on what's happening around me. Some of my friends left for National Service. Wish them all the best in there. Feels like yesterday was first day of 2009. People will shout HAPPY NEW YEAR!. And now it's already June. The next thing you know, it's already September. Then it's November. Looking forward to that month. Hah!

Dan is coming back somewhere in July to August. Glad that he's coming back to visit Singapore. It's been a while since I met him, have some questions on some music related stuffs. Thinking of taking lessons, but just couldn't find the time and money. Just have a coffee with him and have a nice chat would be great.

It's cold tonight, breeze around me just calms myself. Feeling kinda nostalgic about it, I'm enjoying all the solitude I can have tonight, just random.

What a tiring day, and I still have doubts in my mind. A sense of melancholy and a pinch of joy on how I should describe today. Looking forward to days coming by and just let nature do it's magic.

Let's put on sunscreen on rainy days...

A thought came by

Basically, friendship is the most important thing in this world. If there's no friendship, then there's no point living in this world. Probably you'll end up doing everything alone by yourself. Friendship is the most beautiful thing that can happen to one's life.

It brings you happiness, love and warmness in your heart. To build a strong friendship is difficult as it takes days, months or even years. A lifetime I should . However, to destroy it? Take seconds.


A strong friendship helps you to understand each other better. What do they like? What do they do? What they like and dislike?. To know everything in that person him/herself simply takes a lifetime. I'm glad that friendship is around me.

Basically, these people around you everyday are your friends too. They are strangers, but they are friends whom you haven't meet yet. So, let's just forgive and forget and create more friendships around you. But remember, don't make bad friendships.

I'm writing again, this letters to you

Thousands of words in my mind

To find the right words to describe you is tough enough

Wondering why it's tough everytime

When I'm making up my mind

Maybe I'm scared

Too scared to know the answers and the ending

Feeling traumatised

As history may repeat itself

And here I am again, back to square one

Searching and searching

But turns out, I've found nothing

Day by day

I was led astray

Thinking why has it to be this way?

All I could see is silhouette of you

Kept hanging around in my mind

Asking myself, why she's here

Playing around with me
Or just want to be here

Let's switch off these chandelier

And pretend that nothing was here

Last Few Days Before Serving The Nation

29/5/09

Got up early in the morning, prepared myself for SW. Reached school but lesson was canceled due to insufficient people to start the lesson. Felt so pathetic as I woke up early in the morning and traveled to school and found out that lesson is canceled. What a "great" morning. Ate brunch at Cafe 2. Decided to went home as there's no lessons on Friday besides SW. Later in the evening, met the guys up as the were fishing at Bedok Reservoir. Some of the guys are going to serve the nation, so we'll be spending more time together before they become refugees in the jungle. Hah! Full of laughter at the floating platform of Bedok Reservoir. They caught a few fishes. So it wasn't that bad?. It's better than nothing. Was kinda hungry, so followed Ruz to his house and off we go for supper. Reached home at around 1 am and off to bed.

30/5/09

Woke up early again, prepared myself for OBOG practice. Met up with Fidah and YL. And off we go to Peirce for practice. Reached there, took out instrument and do some warm ups. Music is the best medicine for one's heart. Felt better after brushing up my skills. Sightread a few scores for the upcoming POP in June. After practice, went for lunch and after that make our way to EhuB with YL to meet the Kboys and Nina. Played arcade, and some of us decided to go home. Followed Wayne to cut his hair BOTAK as he will be serving the nation soon. HAH!. Looks good on him. It was raining that evening and it just makes my day. Wayne send me home and stayed home the whole night.

31/5/09

This was the 3rd day I woke early in the morning, a trip to Malaysia to my Aunt's Kampong. The trip was fun, tiring and memorable. Went to Mt. Gunung Ledang, enjoyed the refreshing water coming down from the mountains. Reached to my Aunt's kampong stayed there for a few hours. The scenery was beautiful, it calms you down and there's nothing for you to worry there. A sense of peacefulness and serenity. After a tiring day, make our way back to Singapore and it totally pissed me off as the immigration was horrendous. Waited for the jam to clear for like around 45 minutes. A sigh of relief when the sign says SINGAPORE. Reached home at 2 30 am and it's like school the next day.

I'm gonna end my post here now. Tired, and too many thoughts in my mind. Exams and assignments need to be done. Let's finish this once and for all.

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope