Fears

I'm scared that i might not get a chance to talk to this particular person. I just want to blog it here. There's numerous of opportunities that i have, but, i didn't take the chance to do it. I'm scared that one day i will not see this person again as we won't be seeing each other regularly.

I want to take that opportunity to do what i intend to do. But I just can't bare to do it. Maybe because I'm afraid that things doesn't go the way I want it. I really hope that I can get over the fear in me. It's better to do it now then to regret later.

God, please give me the courage to do this. And I pray that things would work out the way I want it. I must be brave.

I know i have not been updating my blog. So here i am to update it. I got accepted in ITE with the course that i want. And that's a relief. I really want to go school! And also use student fare! HAHA! Today had NAFA band. I woke up quite late. And i was in dilemma whether i should go for practice or not. After a few minutes of thinking i decided to go. So, i take a bath, eat and off i go. Took cab which cost me $11. That's very expensive but once in a while should be okay i guess. I enjoy playing in NAFA wind band because i get to gain experience and meet new people.

Not schooling for this past few months give me some good opportunities that i will never get in my life. Like teaching music, play in NAFA band and the best is that i have opportunity to perform with NAFA band. I will be having my last concert with NAFA band somewhere around March. I'm really looking forward to it as the guest conductor used to conduct Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra. This is a good chance for me to be conducted by him. YEAP!

I shall update again soon. Chao Chin Chao!