26/12/2006

Woke up in the morning played com. Then bath. Eat watched tv. There's nothing much. Later at 7pm went out to meet the gang, but it turns out to meet just hazizi. Most of them last minute cancel. After eat then just get some sushi. Thx for the treat zizi. Haha. After got home, played com until now. I'm not feeling to well mentally. Some things bothering me. Can't really explained it. When a guy likes a gal, why does the guy have to make the first move?. It's everything the guy have to do for the gal. Sometimes i get agitated by it. Can't be bothered to do anything if it's happen. Just don't know what to say to the gal. Out of topics for me man. Ppl said i've changed after i got back from K.L. I still don't really know in what ways. I think i've changed. Yea. I'm gonna enjoy the new me for now. It's kinda sad and good feelin?. Mostly sad =( . I'm nt trying to be emo ppl. Today rained for the whole day. So cold, feelin scared?. I don't know. Everything's changed now i guess. I end here now. THE END

-Dhammy

x'mas eve

What a boring day today. I thought someone would ask me out today but it turns up no one did. What am i suppose to do at home. Aiyoo!. Cannot tahan ah. Tomorrow also monday nothing to do. Hais. Long time i never exercise already sia. I'm getting bigger again! POWER! =.= . Next year sure still go TAF sia. WTF!. Getting agitated by this. It's like no point paying the money to go to the stupid fitness club seh. Pay already but i never go. Haha! And also it's boring lah. I prefer the instructor 2 years ago. I don't know what to type already. I'll shuld end it here! Tata!

Chirstmas Tree

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!

SAXOPHONIST!~

It's somehow a cold night. I'm feeling sad, excited, loving?. Today nite practice was ok though. Yay! Finally get to hear Mr Ho play the clarinet. Wow!. He sounds great!. Lately i don't feel really good. Keep thinking about some problems in my head. I still have no clue. What is my main problem. Time past so fast these days, sometimes too fast. I feel scared, it's like in a dark room alone. Waiting for death. OK!im talking crap. CUT!.

Solo was OK lah. Wasn't great as ytd. I wish i could take ytd solo and put it on competition. Haha!. Saxophonist buck up please!. C'mon DHAMMY! u can do it. GO GO GO!. What makes a good saxophonist?. I still wonder. Can i be a good saxophonist?. Well now dosent make me good enough still there's alot of rooms for improvements.

Well..i really wish things could happen in my way. I wish everything is going to be fine. I wish that someone can understand me now.

Today!

Hello today had band improved abit on my solo. It was a killer. KL trip coming soon. All the best. Can't wait to get the sax quartet score on monday. I wanna play bari. Bari sounds so nice with the low notes. okays. I will update a short one only. So there's nothing for me to talk about. Today i woke up late for band. And i felt so guilty because i never go with them, i promised them. Hais. Hope i will not be late again. Haha. 20 push-ups today. WOW!. hahas. Long time never do already it's getting tired easily. Anyway gtg! tata! (:

-Dhammy!

Life!

Hello ppl. I'm here to update. Well life has been kinda sad, great , miserable?. Yesterday went out with NAD & Finah went to PS at first then want to search for minitoons but there isnt. They were finding TAZMANIAN BABY. I was kinda bored there because there's no direction on where to go. After that went to bugis point, there are alot of girls shops there i don't find anything interesting there. Then went to a coffeshop to eat. After finish eating met up with Nina. We were inside the shop names ''Precious Thoughts'' and we were like ''OMG!, it's so cute''. Damn lame can?.

Trying to search for a long sleeve with vertical lines on it and maybe dark colours. Just get it for fun, and also maybe when dating out with a "SPECIAL" girl =x . OPPS! . LOL!. Maybe someday that wish will come true. There's no one interested in me also. haha. I must be asking too much. Well i'm now confused with my hair. I don't really know what hairstyle suits me. I just can't wait for my hair to grow longer. But i hope it will not grow that long till school reopens. If not im getting a "FREE" haircut by the school.

Life nowdays wasn't the way before. Everything has change. I'm kinda miss the old times we had. I wish i can turn back time. But i couldn't because there's only one chance in life. It also goes the same for performance. KL trip coming up in a week or so. And i feel that i need more practice. Shira not going for KL trip im sad. We need her for take 5 for the solo. But she can't go. GOSH! problems are too much for me. After this KL trip there's still orientation. Isn't that great?. (=_=)

Tata!

-Dhammy (unpredictable)

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Sometimes things just weren't the way you want it.
All the best for my solo!
Tata![:

-Dhammy!

UNSURE!

Feeling unsure right now. Don't really know what i feel now abit sad, happy, surprise, regret?. Today had band work out with the solo ytd at HS. Today did abit better i guess?that's what mr lim said to me. I don't really know what to type now. Anyway see ya! Tata!

-Dhammy! Complicated =/

NAFA Concert!

Well yesterday went to NAFA concert. Victor peformed. And also i watched the Professor of Saxophone performed. Earlier i saw him near my house maybe he lives near my house? if he is that would be good maybe can ask him for lessons!haha. The concert was great they played La Forza Del Destino means in english the force of destiny. The speed of the song is quite fast. I'm the one who is sitting and not playing feeling nervous because there's too much pressure on me. There are alot of music pieces that's more difficult than the usual music. Hmm..i rather stick to the song like hawai 5-o and easy songs. But still need to improve in playing so must practice those scores that are more challenging.

Tomorrow going band with someone!Hope i won't be late tommorow!
If not she's going to kill me!!
Anyway tcares! (:

My Fifteen! (:

Hello!..yesterday nite was terrible i couldn't sleep yesteday. I'm sick and breathless. First got flu and a cough then it get worst to asthma. I was so frustrated!. That time i couldn't wait to go doctor. I feel like im a drug addict. At 9am went to the doctor. The doc is just nearby, guess where?. Below my block. Wakakak. But go there 9am then return home arnd 11. Then i saw 2chinese superstar going in the doc. I was shocked but still i don't care bout them. Then went online to talk to someone (: she is as sweet as sugar!. Woots~. Then after taking medicine feel sleepy when to take a short nap. Then wake NAD! up. So i go out from my house and head to Bedok Inter to meet them. Shop abit. Just buy something for myself. And a watch!. HEE!. My dad let me take $50 from my bank for my bday!. That's kinda good news i guess?.

I really for my hair to grow longer. It's like waiting for a jackfruit to drop.
Anyways! Tcares! (:

-Dhammy!

Birthday!

A few minutes time im going to reach 15. Really have nothing to say. It's like nothing for me express. I'm sick now. I really can't stand it, it's like killing me. The stupid flu,cough and sometimes can't even breathe properly. Should go to doctor tomorrow. Tommorrow goin out with nad and some other friends. Should be fun! (: . So i just wait till 12 am then maybe i go to sleep. I hope there are lots of wishes from my friends. Im getting a bag i think from nad,khai,nina and finah. WOW! thanks guys! i cant say much. Im grateful to have you guys. When someone gives me something from their heart it makes me speechless. It's too good to be true. Im honestly grateful!

Oh well! see u! bye!

-Dhammy (: